i am blue and unwell
i wish that people could understand that when i am DEEPLY UPSET, i do not want to sit and talk about it. or ANYTHING, really. when i am mildly, shallowly, superficially irritated, sure, i’d like to sit down and hash it out. but when something is deeply affecting me, DON’T ASK ME ABOUT IT. the reason it’s hitting me so hard is because i don’t know how to process it, and i need to chew it up and spit it out and walk away and then maybe i will want to talk about it. i’ll bring it up. you shutup.
GOD I AM RILED
