don’t you hate it when you realize someone has just developed a crush on you and they start moving in for the kill and all you can do is just try to make it clear that you do not reciprocate (or do i? shitttt)
on another note, had a really not fun (but fun) paper writing party in my room with jm/sk/aa and then showered with et/eb. started working at the library today. that was fun. it was easy. i enjoy it. hanging out with books, reshelving them, checking them out, erasing peoples’ late fees… then there was a really awesome presentation about african american masculinity in secular vs. spiritual places and i sat for two hours and got paid to listen to really interesting stuff. this is good. great. okay. i mean. good things and bad things. they happen. i’m here. they wash over me like water on rocks or lemon juice on deep papercuts. depending. but i think i’m going to stay here regardless. tuff it out.
