AHH A NICE HEAT WAVE TO BREAK UP THE MONOTONY OF HEARTACHE AND LONELINESS. post-birthday depression, for real. i am SUPER ready for october. and, of course, in winter i’ll be begging for august. habitual, perpetual discontentment. teehee.
i am so glad i have these heinous rivershoes. my feet were spared from certain death because of these uglies. they gave me mountaingoatesque riverwalking skills that had me consistently way ahead of everyone else so i got to stop a few times to take pixx of my feet, duh. we hiked in the river up to this big waterfall and i swam around like a fish in freezing water. RIVER WATER, YOU ARE COLD; YOU MAKE ME FEEL BAD AND THEN REALGOOD.
anyway. i want to swim more. forever. i want to feel good more. i feel bad lately. normally i feel good around 98% of the time but for the past week or so i only feel good like 50-60% of the time. my heart aches and i feel empty & forlorn. AHAHAHAHAH WAH WAH WAH god kill me
